"Why are you going after the low hanging fruit?"

The other day I was upset with one of my children. This particular child had their own idea about their life and it did not coincide with mine. 

So I threw on my sweats and a sweatshirt, grabbed a water bottle and left the house to go on a long bike ride because I was getting angry and I didn’t want to make a bad situation worse. 

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For the past several months I have been learning to surrender my feelings over to God the Father. So while I peddled down a side road, I said out loud, “Lord Jesus, when this child doesn’t obey me, it makes me so angry. I am feeling very frustrated right now.”

No response.

I added, “I mean, I know how she should live her life. If she simply did what I told her to do, her life would be perfect.”

I immediately chuckled because that sounded LUDICROUS even to me. 

This sort of situation always started with me wanting to get a child to DO something that I knew would benefit him or her. Surely that was within my motherly duties? Yet. It wasn’t working out so well. 

So I kept surrendering, “Lord, I just want to help her; I obviously don’t know how to do this very well. Please help me. I am frustrated.”

Then. Then I heard this in my heart, “Why are you going after the low hanging fruit?”

I braked. I stood, straddled my bike and said, “Low hanging fruit? What do you mean by that?” 

In an instant I could see/sense/feel that my daughter’s heart was the “higher fruit.” 

Oh. Wow. I stood there another moment. It was INTENSE. 

I got back on my bike. I made it to the trail and I just peddled.   

I had many thoughts, too many and too private to share here. But the gist of it: yes, there are behaviors that are best. 

If raising children was JUST about compliance, then yes, she should do everything I ask….but what I felt the Holy Spirit teaching me: 

“There is something more precious here. Have the eyes to see it…...Go for the higher gifts.”
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I need to attend to (and guard) her heart, not try to control her behavior.  

I could also see/sense/feel that trying to control her behavior was a knee-jerk reaction in me, a quick fix, a “low hanging fruit.” 

And of course it only made everything worse. No one wants to be controlled. 

I love lessons like this. Because as I kept peddling (I ride for an hour or more) the Holy Spirit kept sharing with me. He showed me that when I can go after the higher gifts and attend to my daughter’s heart then SHE will be transformed. That’s what He is after.

How should I attend to her heart? 

Well, instead of pointing out my child’s flaws or issues or problems or disasters, I could smile, love, attend to, hug, laugh with, enjoy, sit by, giggle with, love. I could minister to her heart by doing kind things, by continually and constantly doing those little things, those things that say, “You are mine and I am so grateful for that...how did I get so lucky to be your mother?”

Isn’t that gorgeous? I mean GORGEOUS? And what kid wouldn’t want to grow up with that mom? 

At the end of my bike ride I was singing and laughing and happy. I was ready to love once more.  

As I have reflected on “the low hanging fruits” message, I have come to see a much bigger picture, a much greater blessing. 

When I consciously make the choice to go beyond the HOW: “This is how you must live your life” and I instead spend good, quality time climbing after the HEARTS of my children, He not only transforms the children… that is how He transforms ME.

Can I get an Amen??